February 14 - Valentine’s Day, Happy Hearts’ Day and Single-Awareness Day.

Who would have thought that a guy like me would be so fortunate on this very day? Really, I just got lucky. I don’t know what to do. But one thing’s for sure. I’m happy.

I won’t be doing a once-upon-a-time intro anymore. I’ll go straight to my point. I just have to get this out of my head so that I won’t be bothered anymore!

Indeed, I had been a good friend to lots of people. Tingin ko lang naman. But based on their reactions, I’m feeling I did a good job in being a friend to them naman. But why do I feel that I am cursed from having a good closest friend? Every time, na nagkakar’on ako ng super duper close friend, it’ll just soon end quickly. Para bang walang nangyari. And what’s even worse is, marami ang nagtatanong na, Why do I even wanted to be friends sa kanya. I even remembered a friend of mine saying to me “‘di ka naman niya inaalagaan, so stop mo na lang”. Really, that advice helped a lot. But why is this happening to me? Bakit ba ang lahat ng naging ka-“close” ko, lumalapit lang pag may kailangan from me? As if, they only get to notice my existence whenever they are in need.  It’s really not fair. And ‘di rin tama.

Nakakapagod na. I wanted to get over this. I wanted to live a normal life na. Pero ang hirap, lalo pa’t lagi kayong magkasama sa iisang room. Buhay nga naman.

“Why do I even have to wait for you?”. Wow. You wait for a friend to accompany him, and by the time he’s done, he leaves you alone.

Huhai. I hope, magiging ok na ako. I just pray that people won’t talk of us anymore. Gusto ko na muna ng space. :\

IAMTIRED.