For a veeeeeeeeery long time now. I have been feeling something really awkward. It sounds really assuming of me, but i have been sticking to this thought for quite sometime now. And it’s really bugging me for good. Well, it’s about the world I’m in. What if I’m not supposed to be part of this? Maybe I was meant to live in another place or just in another time, but destiny malfunctioned for a moment and made a disaster to me? Maybe If I were in the right place, I could have been very happy. Maybe I’d be with friends who I think can see me as part of their lives, and not just part of the class. Maybe I could be somebody better. And maybe, just maybe, I could be loved. 

Just a “what if”.